I greatly apologizes for not posting in a couple of days! So if your life has come to sudden stop but finally you can get back to your reading! Yay, but seriously have any of you ladies and gents lives actually stopped because I haven't posted in a while then it can only mean one thing! You don't have a life! Of i mean all of this in a joking matter. I love my viewers all the same.
Continuing on... So I suppose that all of you have heard about the shooting in Colorado at the midnight movie premier of "The Dark Knight Rises." Someone actually thought that the whole thing was all an act for the premier, up until the point when the shooter was hurting people. I mean I can understand why the bystander thought it was all an act but I mean seriously what are the chances for another huge shooting to go down ESPECIALLY in Colorado, that what's like the second major shooting first one was in a school now a movie empire, I mean that's just wrong, not only is all of twisted but the apartment the shooter is full of booby-traps and other dangerous things. I mean seriously does this man honestly think that he is the ultimate super villain? I think he's been playing too many batman based video games thus believing he is actually living in that reality. Some people are just fucking crazy! Anyway my boyfriend's family is bullying me about being on my "phone" I'm updating my blog on my iPod. Lol foolish people. Now everything is just absolutely randomness, they're freaking out about a very large catfish I think mum said it was 4 meters long and about half ton in weight. I'm not too surprised I've heard about larger fish. And I'm not talking about sharks. If anyone remembers the tv show on discovery channel called Monster fish or something like that :) my brother Alex and I would watch that show every-time it was on. It was like our bonding show, yeah I know my bro and I are weird.
I think I'm doing rambling about nothing and just random events occurring around me but my iPod is coming down to it's life of battery power.
I love you all very much and I hope you all of have a wonderful night or day wherever you are located :)
Love Rose :) <3
Saturday 21 July 2012
Tuesday 17 July 2012
Pre-evening? Yeah pre-evening.
Good pre-evening ladies and gentlemen :) yes I did just said pre-evening if anybody understands that reference then you are amazing! Anyway, I would typically say some stuff about my photography at this point in the post but that's just not gonna happen this time. I'm actually kind of bored so I'm doing this outta total boredom I'm actually at the boyfriend's place and he's playing assassin's creed.. The first one and he doesn't really know what to do and I wish I could help him of what to do but I'd never played the first one so I couldn't. Oh well every time I look up he's always in a fight with some sort of thug. You know I mentioned a couple posts back that he has dogs... Four very large dogs. Anyway one of his dogs is in heat so she has to wear a "diaper" in other terms she is wearing a pair of boxers with a maxi pad in it so it doesn't get ruined by dog piss. It's highly amusing actually cause I'm waiting for the day that she just starts walking her hind legs like a human.
Blond moment to the extreme just happened... The boyfriend just bit me and I thought he took a chunk out of me because it look like he was eating something and then I clicked in that he didn't take a chunk out of me. Blond moment.. I'm half blond so maybe that's why lol I don't know oh well.
Well I'm done rambling
Have a nice night or day everyone
Love Rose. :)
Blond moment to the extreme just happened... The boyfriend just bit me and I thought he took a chunk out of me because it look like he was eating something and then I clicked in that he didn't take a chunk out of me. Blond moment.. I'm half blond so maybe that's why lol I don't know oh well.
Well I'm done rambling
Have a nice night or day everyone
Love Rose. :)
Monday 16 July 2012
No photos today...
Evening ladies and gentlemen, yes you did read correctly on the title there will be no photos today considering that I did not do any photo taking today... But I have a valid reason, well I suppose it could actually be consider an invalid reasoning but anyway the reasoning is because it was too hot and my camera was on the fritz.. so it decided that it just wasn't going to work today which for some odd reason I am okay with..
On the other hand flicking through some of my photos early today I have come to the conclusion that over the past several years of doing photography alone, that my style of it has certainly changed but in other means I used to just take random photos only because I was bored and quite possibly I was just too young to actually understand the meaning have "Artistic Rights" and then my dad taught me how to actually use a camera. I have been doing photography since I was about I guess I could say nine or ten years old. That was when I got my first digital camera of course from my dad the photographer in the family had exposed to me to the world of being an "artist."
My house hold family is kind of weird that way, everyone is considerably a type of an artistic person. My brother and I can draw like nobody's business. We both do cartoon style. Him and my mom are both writers and my dad and I do the photography... See we're all artistic in some form in my house. Although I don't really know what artistic value that my mom and dad share... I suppose considering that dad did a calendar for the camp "Gracefield Christian and Conference Center" just located just off the little town of Gracefield in Quebec. A couple of my photos were used in the calendar for possibly for july or august or even march? I don't remember... Oh well.
Anyway I think I've done enough talking and you people probably have other blogs to read lol.
I hope you have a great day/evening where ever your location is.
Love Rose
On the other hand flicking through some of my photos early today I have come to the conclusion that over the past several years of doing photography alone, that my style of it has certainly changed but in other means I used to just take random photos only because I was bored and quite possibly I was just too young to actually understand the meaning have "Artistic Rights" and then my dad taught me how to actually use a camera. I have been doing photography since I was about I guess I could say nine or ten years old. That was when I got my first digital camera of course from my dad the photographer in the family had exposed to me to the world of being an "artist."
My house hold family is kind of weird that way, everyone is considerably a type of an artistic person. My brother and I can draw like nobody's business. We both do cartoon style. Him and my mom are both writers and my dad and I do the photography... See we're all artistic in some form in my house. Although I don't really know what artistic value that my mom and dad share... I suppose considering that dad did a calendar for the camp "Gracefield Christian and Conference Center" just located just off the little town of Gracefield in Quebec. A couple of my photos were used in the calendar for possibly for july or august or even march? I don't remember... Oh well.
Anyway I think I've done enough talking and you people probably have other blogs to read lol.
I hope you have a great day/evening where ever your location is.
Love Rose
Sunday 15 July 2012
Pity Shower from the Gods
Oh dear... This afternoon's shower from the Gods was awfully sad... If you could be my neighbours you would hear me yelling at the sky, taunting it, it was very vocal, making a lot of noise with thunder nothing else but thunder.. So me being the strange person that I am, I'm yelling at the Gods telling them do something more exciting! Well to my surprised my taunting actually worked because several minutes later it began to rain but no lightning which made me greatly disappointed. So that caused me to yell to the skies
"COME ON! YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! DO IT! YOU CAN BE VOCAL AND, YOU HAVE THE RAIN BUT ARE YOU AFRAID TO MAKE A LIGHT SHOW! DO IT! I DARE YOU!"
To that point when my mother came over to the back door and closed it because the neighbours were looking at me kind of funny.... Clearly I was embarrassing my family... Technically speaking the only people that were actually home was my mother and I. So maybe I was only embarrassing my mother... Oh well.
Anyway the entire point to this small occurrence this after that is connected to this entry is because my theme for my photos this evening are silhouettes. The Sun spreading its shine on all over the items of the creations of the planet that I thoroughly enjoy having to my reach or a zoom with my camera ;) I was quite delighted with the formations of the clouds this evening, it sort of look like with the sun setting, that The Sun it self was being consumed by the dark clouds. It really caught my attention and just my hobby? or personal enjoyment or let's just stick with my passion :D A little bit more captivating to the view finder of my camera.
"COME ON! YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! DO IT! YOU CAN BE VOCAL AND, YOU HAVE THE RAIN BUT ARE YOU AFRAID TO MAKE A LIGHT SHOW! DO IT! I DARE YOU!"
To that point when my mother came over to the back door and closed it because the neighbours were looking at me kind of funny.... Clearly I was embarrassing my family... Technically speaking the only people that were actually home was my mother and I. So maybe I was only embarrassing my mother... Oh well.
Anyway the entire point to this small occurrence this after that is connected to this entry is because my theme for my photos this evening are silhouettes. The Sun spreading its shine on all over the items of the creations of the planet that I thoroughly enjoy having to my reach or a zoom with my camera ;) I was quite delighted with the formations of the clouds this evening, it sort of look like with the sun setting, that The Sun it self was being consumed by the dark clouds. It really caught my attention and just my hobby? or personal enjoyment or let's just stick with my passion :D A little bit more captivating to the view finder of my camera.
*If people are wondering what kind of camera I use to take photos. It's actually a simple point and shoot digital camera, but the model name is "Samsung ST 500"
Anyway I will only be posting what I consider to be the best photos from this session. I hope that everyone enjoys them. And like always please comment down below to let me know if I should sell it and for how much and I will do my best to post it on my site :)
Thank you so much for reading this entry and I hope you enjoy the rest of your evening/day where ever you may be placed on this planet we call "Home"
Love Rose :)
Wednesday 11 July 2012
Suprising news, plus photos :D
Sunday 8 July 2012
Another shit day....
Evening people, I wish I could say good evening but I just can't, it is just not possible.... Just like in the title it has been another shit day... I'm on some personal monthly crap for past couple days so it is really effecting me, ladies you know what I mean.. Anyway I am currently at the boyfriend's place for the night which led me arguing with my mom about me going home because of how I am feeling. To be quite frank the last place I want to be at home where I'm going to be at yelled at even more for even thinking of staying here for the night. Fuck I am 18 years old, here in Canada that is considered an adult and that I can make my own decision well apparently from my mother's mind that means fuck all. Considering that I live under her roof of a fucked up house that I must obey by her rules... My parents have this crazy idea that if they keep putting more rules on me that I'm going to actually take them into consideration.. HA fuck that noise! When I told my mother that I'm 18 and I'm able to make my own decisions she laughed at me. HA what a great mother, huh? Well according to everyone that I know, they are telling me that I really need to move out and start living the life that I want, and I am planning too! As soon as I can keep a stable job going and people start buying my photos off of my site (once I get it set up I will post the link in the next posting I do.) The photos will be connected to a pay pal that will be connected to my bank account that the money can just flow into that. I need the money to one: Move out and live my own fucking life. I have taken the work place math courses in school. I know how to budget, I know how to do my taxes on paper and on the internet with turbo tax... Most likely I will be doing most of my taxs by paper which is hell but whatever shit has to be done right? Anyway and number two: So I can pay for my education at Algonquin, but hell the photography course there is a hella lot of money and it is EXTREMELY compitetive. Anyone who is actually reading this and has taken the course please comment to one let me know that someone out there is actually listening to me complaining... And to let me know that the course is extremely compitetive and that I am not just making it up, thanks that would actually mean a lot to me.
In other news... I am currently alone in the boyfriend's house as him and his mum are out walking the four large dogs... I think it might be raining out? I don't know. I am currently sitting in the dark typing up this post. Trying not to move that much because if I do then I am going to 'cause really bad stomach cramps, ladies again you know how I feel.
If this blog seems like I just bitch and complain a lot in life, its not meant to be I'm just saying whats on my mind isn't that the whole point of a blog? To say what is on your mind where as in facebook you can't really do that without posting a note even then it's going to be awkward where people who aren't truly close to you can see how much you actually complain then again.. I'm doing the same thing right now, just fuck everything that I just said. Lol, In reality I am actually a really positive person, I really like smiling and laughing and making other people laugh and smile too. It's just the past few posts have been shitty and kind of depressing and I greatly apologize for that, including my veil language. Beyond the vitural world I literally swear this much I have the mouth of a trucker... I know that is not the best thing to have but it's how I express myself. Granted I could probably find better words to use but swears are the first thing that come to the mind the fastest... Sorry. Anyway, to any surprise of somebody, typing out what is on my mind has actually gotten me to calm down a little... I am still pissed but I am more likely to start crying at any moment. But I'll eventually get to that, my tummy is still kind of off I feel like I'm going to blow chunks, I know that isn't the most pleasant way of saying it but it is the nicest way for me to say it.
Anyway I think that is all I can spew out of words for now ladies and gentlemen :) Thank you for listening or reading considering it is blog and you can't actually hear me saying all of this and you have no idea what my tone of voice even sounds like, I guess it would be just "thank you for reading ladies and gentlemen.|
I hope you aren't terribly brought down by this post.
Have a nice evening or day where ever you may be placed on this planet we call "home"
Love Rose :)
P.S please comment below if you can give me any advice of what to do about my living situation with my rents and I will thank everyone that has given me the advice and take it into considerationg. Thanks a lot, goodnight.
In other news... I am currently alone in the boyfriend's house as him and his mum are out walking the four large dogs... I think it might be raining out? I don't know. I am currently sitting in the dark typing up this post. Trying not to move that much because if I do then I am going to 'cause really bad stomach cramps, ladies again you know how I feel.
If this blog seems like I just bitch and complain a lot in life, its not meant to be I'm just saying whats on my mind isn't that the whole point of a blog? To say what is on your mind where as in facebook you can't really do that without posting a note even then it's going to be awkward where people who aren't truly close to you can see how much you actually complain then again.. I'm doing the same thing right now, just fuck everything that I just said. Lol, In reality I am actually a really positive person, I really like smiling and laughing and making other people laugh and smile too. It's just the past few posts have been shitty and kind of depressing and I greatly apologize for that, including my veil language. Beyond the vitural world I literally swear this much I have the mouth of a trucker... I know that is not the best thing to have but it's how I express myself. Granted I could probably find better words to use but swears are the first thing that come to the mind the fastest... Sorry. Anyway, to any surprise of somebody, typing out what is on my mind has actually gotten me to calm down a little... I am still pissed but I am more likely to start crying at any moment. But I'll eventually get to that, my tummy is still kind of off I feel like I'm going to blow chunks, I know that isn't the most pleasant way of saying it but it is the nicest way for me to say it.
Anyway I think that is all I can spew out of words for now ladies and gentlemen :) Thank you for listening or reading considering it is blog and you can't actually hear me saying all of this and you have no idea what my tone of voice even sounds like, I guess it would be just "thank you for reading ladies and gentlemen.|
I hope you aren't terribly brought down by this post.
Have a nice evening or day where ever you may be placed on this planet we call "home"
Love Rose :)
P.S please comment below if you can give me any advice of what to do about my living situation with my rents and I will thank everyone that has given me the advice and take it into considerationg. Thanks a lot, goodnight.
Saturday 30 June 2012
Good day gone bad..
Hello, I know haven't posted anything in the past week or two....Only because my life has been sadly way to complicated to share it in the time when it happened.. I now have the time to share it? I suppose... In the past week I have been free from High School, so that means I have my diploma, woo!... I passed all my classes, especially my photography class but not with the mark that I or my father who is probably not going to be too happy with a 58 or 59% which in other terms is pretty much a D or a C.. Yeah I know some photographer I am can't even pass a class probably without being a total failure..... Am I being too hard on myself? Yeah I am but what's the point in life if you don't beat yourself up once in a while, and if you are unlucky in life you probably have someone to beat you up for YOU. but I don't want to get into that right now, maybe.. perhaps in another post... I highly doubt it but we shall see.
If there is anyone who is actually reading this, could someone please acknowledge the factor of how I am feeling? Or at least tell me that they have gone or is going through the same crap as me? I am depressed and over stressed about the silly things in life. Earlier this evening I was watching a show called "Flashpoint" and if anyone knows the Valentine's Day episode, perhaps you know how I feel. I have come to realize that life is too short to not look around you and pray that someone or something doesn't strike down upon you in the middle of the night and doesn't kill you in your sleep. If I have just given people nightmares I am deeply sorry. And this With recent events in my life; I have come to this conclusion that I am one hell of a lucky person that this has yet not happened to me, but unlike some people this could possibly already happened too... I recently sent a text to my boyfriend which was quite difficult to do when there were so many tears in the way of my vision, thankfully I can text without looking at my phone's keyboard. Anyway, as I was saying, life is way too short to be just blissfully cruising through it without thanking the most important people in your life, if you don't do that at least 6-9months just to make sure that they are aware of how you feel and that you love them with all your heart, mind and soul. I know it's completely corny but it is the thought that counts right?
I don't know if I have lost one of my close and dear friends or not because of a stupid fight about owing them money or not... Plus it doesn't help that one of them is moving back to the states and his girlfriend is making it seem like my boyfriend and I don't care that he's moving! We care, we honestly care but we have other things in our lives that we have to take care of before anything else. Tomorrow is their and our 3 months... Call it silly but being able to deal with someone for 3months is a big deal these days in society.
I lost my train of thought completely.... Well my day was good that went bad..
Have a nice evening or morning where ever you are placed on this planet we call "Home"
Love Rose <3
If there is anyone who is actually reading this, could someone please acknowledge the factor of how I am feeling? Or at least tell me that they have gone or is going through the same crap as me? I am depressed and over stressed about the silly things in life. Earlier this evening I was watching a show called "Flashpoint" and if anyone knows the Valentine's Day episode, perhaps you know how I feel. I have come to realize that life is too short to not look around you and pray that someone or something doesn't strike down upon you in the middle of the night and doesn't kill you in your sleep. If I have just given people nightmares I am deeply sorry. And this With recent events in my life; I have come to this conclusion that I am one hell of a lucky person that this has yet not happened to me, but unlike some people this could possibly already happened too... I recently sent a text to my boyfriend which was quite difficult to do when there were so many tears in the way of my vision, thankfully I can text without looking at my phone's keyboard. Anyway, as I was saying, life is way too short to be just blissfully cruising through it without thanking the most important people in your life, if you don't do that at least 6-9months just to make sure that they are aware of how you feel and that you love them with all your heart, mind and soul. I know it's completely corny but it is the thought that counts right?
I don't know if I have lost one of my close and dear friends or not because of a stupid fight about owing them money or not... Plus it doesn't help that one of them is moving back to the states and his girlfriend is making it seem like my boyfriend and I don't care that he's moving! We care, we honestly care but we have other things in our lives that we have to take care of before anything else. Tomorrow is their and our 3 months... Call it silly but being able to deal with someone for 3months is a big deal these days in society.
I lost my train of thought completely.... Well my day was good that went bad..
Have a nice evening or morning where ever you are placed on this planet we call "Home"
Love Rose <3
Monday 18 June 2012
Last day but another new story
So today is consideribly one of the last days of school and I really personally don't know what to do over the summer. I have thought about posting and selling my photos on shutterstock.com but, I dont know if anyone would actually buy them. I know for one thing that my photography teacher is obessed with one photo and I think it's kind of weird.... I don't actually have any real thoughts about anything. I'm just sort of typing out what comes to mind. And like always, I seem to get lost of my own predictible thoughts. So if things don't seem to make any sense, well I apologize for my obsecure mind and thought process... (well not really.)
I recently decided to post my blog's name onto facebook to try and get friends to read it...I don't really know how that turned out but all I know is that to make people read what I have to say I have to put more gore and other veil things into my blogs to make them more interesting to the audience. I personally don't really care what people have to think about or how to make my posts more interesting, I'm doing this so I can clear out my brain before I do anything else with my life.
I am currently in my media studies class and the person in front of me is playing Space Invaders, he's not too bad, he has appeared to change his game to Tetris... Wow could we play older games? Actually we can only because we are currently learning about the history of video games. I personally give a rat's ass about the history of video games. I just like playing them because they're entertaining, not the history.... I mean how is the history going to help me accomplish the game? Sure, knowing the plot line and it's intension of it, is sort of interesting but I mean come on... Can we pick something a little bit more interesting.
The dude in front of me like I mentioned before.... has become greatly enraged with his game for he has lost the game.... (Sorry I had too, I'm not actually sorry.)
I was thinking of doing some photography after school but I am unsure because of the cruel heat wave passing over Ottawa. Maybe I'll crack an egg on the new asphalt by my house and watch it sizzle and of course take a photo of it and post it on possibly facebook or whenever else I can post it...
Well I'm off because my class is almost over.....
I hope you have a delightful day or night, where ever you might be located on this planet we call home.
Love Rose :)
I recently decided to post my blog's name onto facebook to try and get friends to read it...I don't really know how that turned out but all I know is that to make people read what I have to say I have to put more gore and other veil things into my blogs to make them more interesting to the audience. I personally don't really care what people have to think about or how to make my posts more interesting, I'm doing this so I can clear out my brain before I do anything else with my life.
I am currently in my media studies class and the person in front of me is playing Space Invaders, he's not too bad, he has appeared to change his game to Tetris... Wow could we play older games? Actually we can only because we are currently learning about the history of video games. I personally give a rat's ass about the history of video games. I just like playing them because they're entertaining, not the history.... I mean how is the history going to help me accomplish the game? Sure, knowing the plot line and it's intension of it, is sort of interesting but I mean come on... Can we pick something a little bit more interesting.
The dude in front of me like I mentioned before.... has become greatly enraged with his game for he has lost the game.... (Sorry I had too, I'm not actually sorry.)
I was thinking of doing some photography after school but I am unsure because of the cruel heat wave passing over Ottawa. Maybe I'll crack an egg on the new asphalt by my house and watch it sizzle and of course take a photo of it and post it on possibly facebook or whenever else I can post it...
Well I'm off because my class is almost over.....
I hope you have a delightful day or night, where ever you might be located on this planet we call home.
Love Rose :)
Sunday 17 June 2012
A Fresh Start
Hi, I'm Rose. I am a new photographer in this competition of photo taking. I have decided to take up the hobby of typing out my thoughts because, to be quite honest.... I need somewhere else to place my thoughts than just in my head... I am slowly running out of room. I don't know if I need a bigger head or just less thoughts. I suppose this would be considered my first entry to the world of blogging, I never really thought I would be able to do this type of thing.
I can't really image why people would actually care what my thoughts are or why I'm even posting them in the first place but, I suppose the way the world these days, people just have too much free time on their hands and get easily bored. I mean isn't that the whole point of a blog? But who knows this thing I have started maybe actually help me with my career. I am a photographer who is just trying to find her placement in the world and is in hopes that someone from a HUGE company somewhere out in Toronto, Ontario... Oh did I forget to mention that I'm from Ottawa Ontario? I think I did. Well I am.
I think that's all I can think of so far. I can I add more later or do I have create another entry?
Well I'm off, I hope you all have a delightful day or night where ever you are located in this wonderful place we call earth :)
Love Rose Collins
I can't really image why people would actually care what my thoughts are or why I'm even posting them in the first place but, I suppose the way the world these days, people just have too much free time on their hands and get easily bored. I mean isn't that the whole point of a blog? But who knows this thing I have started maybe actually help me with my career. I am a photographer who is just trying to find her placement in the world and is in hopes that someone from a HUGE company somewhere out in Toronto, Ontario... Oh did I forget to mention that I'm from Ottawa Ontario? I think I did. Well I am.
I think that's all I can think of so far. I can I add more later or do I have create another entry?
Well I'm off, I hope you all have a delightful day or night where ever you are located in this wonderful place we call earth :)
Love Rose Collins
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