Saturday 21 July 2012

Rambling and random stuff

I greatly apologizes for not posting in a couple of days! So if your life has come to sudden stop but finally you can get back to your reading! Yay, but seriously have any of you ladies and gents lives actually stopped because I haven't posted in a while then it can only mean one thing! You don't have a life! Of i mean all of this in a joking matter. I love my viewers all the same.

Continuing on... So I suppose that all of you have heard about the shooting in Colorado at the midnight movie premier of "The Dark Knight Rises." Someone actually thought that the whole thing was all an act for the premier, up until the point when the shooter was hurting people. I mean I can understand why the bystander thought it was all an act but I mean seriously what are the chances for another huge shooting to go down ESPECIALLY in Colorado, that what's like the second major shooting first one was in a school now a movie empire, I mean that's just wrong, not only is all of twisted but the apartment the shooter is full of booby-traps and other dangerous things. I mean seriously does this man honestly think that he is the ultimate super villain? I think he's been playing too many batman based video games thus believing he is actually living in that reality. Some people are just fucking crazy! Anyway my boyfriend's family is bullying me about being on my "phone" I'm updating my blog on my iPod. Lol foolish people. Now everything is just absolutely randomness, they're freaking out about a very large catfish I think mum said it was 4 meters long and about half ton in weight. I'm not too surprised I've heard about larger fish. And I'm not talking about sharks. If anyone remembers the tv show on discovery channel called Monster fish or something like that :) my brother Alex and I would watch that show every-time it was on. It was like our bonding show, yeah I know my bro and I are weird.

I think I'm doing rambling about nothing and just random events occurring around me but my iPod is coming down to it's life of battery power.

I love you all very much and I hope you all of have a wonderful night or day wherever you are located :)

Love Rose :) <3

Tuesday 17 July 2012

Pre-evening? Yeah pre-evening.

Good pre-evening ladies and gentlemen :) yes I did just said pre-evening if anybody understands that reference then you are amazing! Anyway, I would typically say some stuff about my photography at this point in the post but that's just not gonna happen this time. I'm actually kind of bored so I'm doing this outta total boredom I'm actually at the boyfriend's place and he's playing assassin's creed.. The first one and he doesn't really know what to do and I wish I could help him of what to do but I'd never played the first one so I couldn't. Oh well every time I look up he's always in a fight with some sort of thug. You know I mentioned a couple posts back that he has dogs... Four very large dogs. Anyway one of his dogs is in heat so she has to wear a "diaper" in other terms she is wearing a pair of boxers with a maxi pad in it so it doesn't get ruined by dog piss. It's highly amusing actually cause I'm waiting for the day that she just starts walking her hind legs like a human.


Blond moment to the extreme just happened... The boyfriend just bit me and I thought he took a chunk out of me because it look like he was eating something and then I clicked in that he didn't take a chunk out of me. Blond moment.. I'm half blond so maybe that's why lol I don't know oh well.

Well I'm done rambling
Have a nice night or day everyone

Love Rose. :)

Monday 16 July 2012

No photos today...

Evening ladies and gentlemen, yes you did read correctly on the title there will be no photos today considering that I did not do any photo taking today... But I have a valid reason, well I suppose it could actually be consider an invalid reasoning but anyway the reasoning is because it was too hot and my camera was on the fritz.. so it decided that it just wasn't going to work today which for some odd reason I am okay with..

On the other hand flicking through some of my photos early today I have come to the conclusion that over the past several years of doing photography alone, that my style of it has certainly changed but in other means I used to just take random photos only because I was bored and quite possibly I was just too young to actually understand the meaning have "Artistic Rights" and then my dad taught me how to actually use a camera. I have been doing photography since I was about I guess I could say nine or ten years old. That was when I got my first digital camera of course from my dad the photographer in the family had exposed to me to the world of being an "artist."


My house hold family is kind of weird that way, everyone is considerably a type of an artistic person. My brother and I can draw like nobody's business. We both do cartoon style. Him and my mom are both writers and my dad and I do the photography... See we're all artistic in some form in my house. Although I don't really know what artistic value that my mom and dad share... I suppose considering that dad did a calendar for the camp "Gracefield Christian and Conference Center" just located just off the little town of Gracefield in Quebec. A couple of my photos were used in the calendar for possibly for july or august or even march? I don't remember... Oh well.


Anyway I think I've done enough talking and you people probably have other blogs to read lol.

I hope you have a great day/evening where ever your location is.

Love Rose

Sunday 15 July 2012

Pity Shower from the Gods

Oh dear... This afternoon's shower from the Gods was awfully sad... If you could be my neighbours you would hear me yelling at the sky, taunting it, it was very vocal, making a lot of noise with thunder nothing else but thunder.. So me being the strange person that I am, I'm yelling at the Gods telling them do something more exciting! Well to my surprised my taunting actually worked because several minutes later it began to rain but no lightning which made me greatly disappointed. So that caused me to yell to the skies

"COME ON! YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! DO IT! YOU CAN BE VOCAL AND, YOU HAVE THE RAIN BUT ARE YOU AFRAID TO MAKE A LIGHT SHOW!  DO IT! I DARE YOU!"

To that point when my mother came over to the back door and closed it because the neighbours were looking at me kind of funny.... Clearly I was embarrassing my family... Technically speaking the only people that were actually home was my mother and I. So maybe I was only embarrassing my mother... Oh well.

Anyway the entire point to this small occurrence this after that is connected to this entry is because my theme for my photos this evening are silhouettes. The Sun spreading its shine on all over the items of the creations of the planet that I thoroughly enjoy having to my reach or a zoom with my camera ;) I was quite delighted with the formations of the clouds this evening, it sort of look like with the sun setting, that The Sun it self was being consumed by the dark clouds. It really caught my attention and just my hobby? or personal enjoyment or let's just stick with my passion :D A little bit more captivating to the view finder of my camera.

*If people are wondering what kind of camera I use to take photos. It's actually a simple point and shoot digital camera, but the model name is "Samsung ST 500"


Anyway I will only be posting what I consider to be the best photos from this session. I hope that everyone enjoys them. And like always please comment down below to let me know if I should sell it and for how much and I will do my best to post it on my site :) 

Thank you so much for reading this entry and I hope you enjoy the rest of your evening/day where ever you may be placed on this planet we call "Home"




Love Rose :)

Wednesday 11 July 2012

Suprising news, plus photos :D



Well this is a surprise to me certainly in a way. I just looked at my audience who is actually reading this blog.. Wow I can say proudly that there are people who actually care for what I have to say in life, or just mainly in my life which I find to be quite unusual then again making a blog about shit all is considerably unusual for someone of my persona. Anyway I think today is a good day to update my resume so I can actually get a job and start working on moving out of this shelter i call "home" And I also think I might post a couple of photos in this post, only to get some thoughts on whether I should post them to the site in the near future or not. And will anyone who is reading actually buy my photos? It would mean the world to me as a photographer who is trying to get her business up and running :)

Sunday 8 July 2012

Another shit day....

Evening people, I wish I could say good evening but I just can't, it is just not possible.... Just like in the title it has been another shit day... I'm on some personal monthly crap for past couple days so it is really effecting me, ladies you know what I mean.. Anyway I am currently at the boyfriend's place for the night which led me arguing with my mom about me going home because of how I am feeling. To be quite frank the last place I want to be at home where I'm going to be at yelled at even more for even thinking of staying here for the night. Fuck I am 18 years old, here in Canada that is considered an adult and that I can make my own decision well apparently from my mother's mind that means fuck all. Considering that I live under her roof of a fucked up house that I must obey by her rules... My parents have this crazy idea that if they keep putting more rules on me that I'm going to actually take them into consideration.. HA fuck that noise! When I told my mother that I'm 18 and I'm able to make my own decisions she laughed at me. HA what a great mother, huh? Well according to everyone that I know, they are telling me that I really need to move out and start living the life that I want, and I am planning too! As soon as I can keep a stable job going and people start buying my photos off of my site (once I get it set up I will post the link in the next posting I do.) The photos will be connected to a pay pal that will be connected to my bank account that the money can just flow into that. I need the money to one: Move out and live my own fucking life. I have taken the work place math courses in school. I know how to budget, I know how to do my taxes on paper and on the internet with turbo tax... Most likely I will be doing most of my taxs by paper which is hell but whatever shit has to be done right? Anyway and number two: So I can pay for my education at Algonquin, but hell the photography course there is a hella lot of money and it is EXTREMELY compitetive. Anyone who is actually reading this and has taken the course please comment to one let me know that someone out there is actually listening to me complaining... And to let me know that the course is extremely compitetive and that I am not just making it up, thanks that would actually mean a lot to me.

In other news... I am currently alone in the boyfriend's house as him and his mum are out walking the four large dogs... I think it might be raining out? I don't know. I am currently sitting in the dark typing up this post. Trying not to move that much because if I do then I am going to 'cause really bad stomach cramps, ladies again you know how I feel.

If this blog seems like I just bitch and complain a lot in life, its not meant to be I'm just saying whats on my mind isn't that the whole point of a blog? To say what is on your mind where as in facebook you can't really do that without posting a note even then it's going to be awkward where people who aren't truly close to you can see how much you actually complain then again.. I'm doing the same thing right now, just fuck everything that I just said. Lol, In reality I am actually a really positive person, I really like smiling and laughing and making other people laugh and smile too. It's just the past few posts have been shitty and kind of depressing and I greatly apologize for that, including my veil language. Beyond the vitural world I literally swear this much I have the mouth of a trucker... I know that is not the best thing to have but it's how I express myself. Granted I could probably find better words to use but swears are the first thing that come to the mind the fastest... Sorry. Anyway, to any surprise of somebody, typing out what is on my mind has actually gotten me to calm down a little... I am still pissed but I am more likely to start crying at any moment. But I'll eventually get to that, my tummy is still kind of off I feel like I'm going to blow chunks, I know that isn't the most pleasant way of saying it but it is the nicest way for me to say it.


Anyway I think that is all I can spew out of words for now ladies and gentlemen :) Thank you for listening or reading considering it is blog and you can't actually hear me saying all of this and you have no idea what my tone of voice even sounds like, I guess it would be just "thank you for reading ladies and gentlemen.|

I hope you aren't terribly brought down by this post.

Have a nice evening or day where ever you may be placed on this planet we call "home"

Love Rose :)

P.S please comment below if you can give me any advice of what to do about my living situation with my rents and I will thank everyone that has given me the advice and take it into considerationg. Thanks a lot, goodnight.